I Merely Transcribe

in CCC • 6 days ago

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My house gets wet. Inside, there is a monotonous flow of assonance. Fragments of sunsets seeping through. I would wait for the light to slip through the gaps.

Outside, it rains and thunders. Later, fireflies will come to populate the garden. Like a mass that is rotting.

The general remains on his horse. For days, no one has known anything of his health; only notes of protest are written, and planes fly low over the cane fields. Though it is only a tangle of sparse scrub stubbornly trying to bloom. Everything goes to ruin.

The industries have given up spitting out their waste. Nothing grows that can be chewed. The towns, the people, the dogs have slowly gone dark.

I open the window and the rain has stopped outside. Inside, small containers line up, making the little hell more bearable. I have letters left, damp from the rain; I will have to spread them out like butterflies in the sun.

I could write the saddest verses tonight, write, for instance: blessed be the stone, for it no longer feels.

Or say that I think of you while an old quilt wraps around me; it would be ridiculous, but less frightening than telling you. This subtle summer where I live is a grandiloquent thesis. This is the Caribbean; that winter of pantomimes from the advertisements does not exist here.

Only swarms of mosquitoes and flies that rot everything they touch, and the sun, omnipresent ally or enemy.

I hear the dogs, though they are not mine.

I am at the window, but I cannot bring myself to go out. I do not want to see the sky.

I remain ill; my soul has gone wandering along the coastlines.

I merely transcribe.

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It's understandable among writers, but if I tell an outsider that I really love writing like this.

The decaying morbidness and all its underlying subtext about life. I savor these details.

Would anyone actually understand me?

Did you ever get any feedback from those sunny-type outsiders?

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 5 days ago (edited)

As my head keeps banging , I wonder who that idiot was who decided it was a brilliant idea to go and live on an island. A place where, by all the gods in the world, no one would want to be,cut off from civilisation, a way to flee.

The place where not even a pelican would want to be. Was it a coincidence, or a swarm of mosquitoes shaped like a pelican pointing into the direction of the promised land where only fireflies love to be? Who will eat them?

How all those mosquitoes breed. The watertanks, small containers lined up, for sure it makes it easier for them.

They should be killed, like all the flies, no matter the species, clean up, search in every corner 24/7.
Already one is a burden, at least 100,000 are needed
To die

Even with the window closed, I still feel the cold and smell the damp, mouldy environment sureounding my bed. The draught is fierce and makes my ears ache. My feet are frozen and I long for a little more time in bed, just to close my eyes and rest, to sleep innocent, peacefully …

all on my own.

And since the voice in my head is never quiet, repeats every single word, Unravels the unspoken, and can’t be silenced (it has discussed nearly every topic of thevages) to focus on breathing.

Parcels that take centuries to arrive, seem to vanish into thin air (no drone can be blamed) or is it the reason humidity? There’s no way to track and trace.

And whilst the water carries me, I can’t stop thinking, can’t silence the voice, waiting
no, hoping
for a car
to sweep me away into the afterlife...
O I catch the train.

There’s no one left, no reason to get out of bed.

Stay inside and in bed.

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Me duele saber que estás enfermo, y seguramente el malestar no es solo corporal, sino también del alma. Quizás tu existencia sea una proyección de todo lo que nos envuelve. El mundo parece contaminado, y nuestra vida se cifra en sobrevivir en el basurero. Deseo que todo vaya mejor para ti. Un abrazo.

That time of the year has come, where flies just eat me.
Such a good read.