You have described your current situation very honestly. Sometimes there are times in life when a person does not feel like doing anything and it is difficult to keep yourself motivated despite this, you have maintained the hope that things will change, and perhaps this trip to Accra will be the beginning of a positive change for you. May God make your journey safe, keep you in His protection and grant your heart and mind peace, happiness and new energy. Amen. 🤲❤️