Hi roselys, I am sorry to hear about the condition of your mother, we always feel very strong when we are healthy, our parents seems to be always there for us but one moment everyone will experience that when one of our parents will have something and may require investigations. It is always the case that doctors need to exclude malignancy in the first instance and that is the time when it feels it goes too slow. The moment when we have not enough finance that is the most frustrating moment and I can imagine that the persons who have financial restrains could commit suicide but it will not be easy for the family it is even worse.

I am glad to hear that the friend of your family is able to give you a lift, it is good that there are people who have such good heart.