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It's been a rough go for a year now. Extreme exhaustion. So far the Doctors and tests are normal. Today is a bad one. I
I'm also very uncertain about my healthcare coverage. Waiting for paperwork to show up. There are bunch of tests that I'm not doing at present because I don't know yet if they are covered or not. In addition just to make things more "exciting I have 3 weeks to change plans and have no strength to make calls and comb through the internet.
ahhhhh... I just want to escape. I know that's silly. I dream of being healthy and full of energy. To go out and see art museums and galleries. to go up the coast and feel the crisp air and the ocean breeze. Maybe that will never happen. There's so many things I can't even write here or even say out loud. Unbelievable in a sense. I wish I could speak freely. It's insane.
Ese cansancio extremo con todos los estudios en normal es la peor parte, porque te deja sin respuestas y sin fuerzas para hacer las llamadas del seguro. La vida me enseñó que mientras esperás la cobertura, obligarte a descansar no es rendirte. ¿Los collages los hacés vos? Porque son lo único que en tus palabras suena a escapar sin culpa.
Hi, Thank you very much for your kind comment! I never had health insurance until 2 years ago. I have Medicare here in California. I'm 68 now. I'm so tired all the time. Normal tests results is encouraging and also it is scary looking for something awful that would explain my exhaustion. Trying to read about coverage online is just too much for me. Tomorrow I'm going to try and call my doctors office and ask questions. They probably don't actually know all the answers because everyone has different insurance haha. Oh god help me :)
I haven't really had the energy to make art lately. It does feel good and guilt free! Everything else is obligation and worry. I have no space to work. Just taking care of my 96 year old mother and doing shopping and chores is almost too much for me.